"Listen. Listen. Listen. Listen. Listen. Listen".
"Listen to sparkling moon; listen to shining sun".
"Listen to trees and plants seen everywhere".
"Listen. Listen. Listen; Listen. Listen. Listen".
"Listen."
"A flock of birds are flying; O heart, please hum this".
"An unpredictable silence; a minute sensible music".
"A smell of innovative sense".
"Listen. Listen. Listen; Listen. Our symphony of life".
"Listen. - Listen. - Listen. - Listen. - Listen".
"Listen." - "Listen"
Fast. Fast. Fast.
Bring him fast. Fast. Fast.
Please move. Fast. Fast.
Don't be here. Please move.
Let's see.
I am Ajayan.
There is a village where not much urbanism was followed.
I was born there 30 years before.
When I was five years old, my father passed away.
My mother was a teacher in primary school.
I was brought up in my mother's house.
Doctor! Doctor! My mother?
What?
Nothing to worry. She will be alright. Ok.
I was working in an IT company here
I was writing a blog under the name 'Hidden Fighter'.
Mainly poetries. Clutch, gear, brake, grasshopper.
There are people who wrote their blogs under these names.
I was working for a stage show with these bloggers.
Lots of drama, music and other plays.
I was the scriptwriter of the show.
I wonder what will happen.
I am in the midst of life and death.
I mean in ICU bed. There.
"Death is like a slipper without feet".
"Life is like a companionship without a friend".
"Death is like a slipper without feet".
"Ring without a finger is knocking".
"It's knocking the door; it's knocking the door".
"The face of the death is green".
"Ring without a finger is knocking".
"It's knocking the door; it's knocking the door".
I think that son has got the colour of flower.
"Death climbed the wall and does magic".
"It does the magic; it does the magic".
Death is like an instrument without handle.
"Death is like a slipper without feet".
Hey, Dude! We know who invented the car.
But who invented the driver? Car was invented but not the driver.
- This is the matter to think. - There is nothing to think.
That car will become rusty being there.
'You come to me'.
Did you finish taking bath? He is preparing to drink.
Did you start?
Road, car, driver. This is the chronology order of invention.
- This is not the answer. - Is it? Let the driver be there.
- Who invented the road? - Leave it.
Who discovered the accident? Road accident?
- Clutch? - What?
It's for you.
Hello!
I will see.
Oh, God!
Hey, Brake!
- God! - What happened, Clutch?
Our hidden fighter met with an accident.
He is admitted in hospital. His condition is critical.
Will our show flop then?
- Which hospital? - Don't know.
He started around 8. I think he met with an accident while coming here.
You try in that mobile.
Ok. It's Brake.
It's switched off.
Whom should we call now to get the details?
- His original name? - Ajayan or Vijayan.
We used to call him as hidden fighter.
Else, who knows?
- We must find it. - You listen to me.
We have very less money.
- Where is the room? - 2nd floor.
Life in hospital is filled with bitter experiences.
I wish when we will get discharged from here.
Only God knows how I will handle the expenses.
Now, it's your duty also to look after the patient.
We act in our house and streets.
I feel it's the rehearsal before we reach this point.
The rehearsal to reach this point.
Ramappa!
Get these medicines.
Doctor!
Nothing to worry. He is improving.
- Doctor! Patient's pulse. - O God!
You people are acting like fools.
If he is admitted, who would have posted this then?
See. See.
Come and see. He wants to make fool of us.
- That's why, he did this. - Best one.
If you people keep talking like this, no work will be proceeded
Don't think that I didn't warn you all.
I didn't get whatever I asked. Take 2500Rs.
Don't you have cigar?
- Ok. I will take leave. - Ok.
- Where did you find him? - In between, I will come and see.
- At the end, don't trouble me. - Best.
That's how you must make fool of others.
I will do one thing. Let me post one note.
It will say that I died. Hereafter, my spirit will talk to you all.
There won't be any stupid statement than this from your mouth.
Right.
One minute.
Tell me, dear!
Hidden fighter doesn't play like this.
Yes. This is not the easier thing to be considered.
There is something mysterious in it.
He doesn't even say any joke when he is with us.
He doesn't speak much. Same way, what is his real name?
I know his poetry, every single line, every single word.
- But his name. - We felt he is quite brilliant.
That's why, we made him write the script of our show.
Then his name? Who has got the real name in blog?
We don't know each other's name.
Clutch, gear, grasshopper, Brake.
We are called only by these names.
He doesn't deliver us the entire script of this show.
If what he said is right, how will we showcase the play then?
If we know his hospital, we might enquire about his condition.
Raise the voice.
Do like this.
That's right.
What is all this? Is it fine? Go. Go. Proceed.
Right.
"Mom is a teacher; First, I found it".
Stop. Stop. I will show it now.
"Ambili teacher only found it first".
"First, Sivan got up and told me this".
"Sivan was called as Sivan; Dead was called as dead".
"What a shade; shade; shade".
"Though it was taught many times".
"Dosa was termed as dosa and rasam was termed as rasam".
"What did you say? What did you say? Say."
"Go wake up"
"For sure he'll get his companion"
"Use the pencil."
'The problem was with teacher'.
Shasasa - Shasasa
Sha - Sha
Sa - Sha
Sha - Sa
All of you write this.
Sha. Sha. Sa
Sa. - Sha - sha - sa.
Sa. Sha.
Ajay! Stand up.
Tell me. Sha.
Shha.
Not that. Dosha.
Sa. Dosa.
Ajay! Sha. Dosham.
Shha. Doshham.
Sha - Shha.
Why this kid spells like this?
Sit down.
Dosa.
Dosha. - Dosha.
Dosha.
Dosham. - Dosham.
Dosha. - Dosha.
Dosham. - Dosham.
Dosha. - Dosha.
Dosham. - Doshham. Dosa.
Doshham. Dosa.
Doshham. Doshham.
Dosa.
This is my small age.
Following him, I wrote much poetry.
In between, you have grown up and became me.
In the meantime, I learnt to drive cycle.
Same way, I learnt to drive bike.
Same way, I learnt to say sa,sha, shha. - Dosa. Doshham.
I got freed from the clutches of these schools. - Dosa. Doshham.
Like rust, his feelings got increased. - Dosa. Doshham.
Edwardo Galiano wrote somewhere.
Our memories know us more than ourselves.
That was my poetry named Loneliness.
Ajaya!
Dad! - What?
There might be rain.
Should you take leave now?
Rain is indifferent for both blind and non-blind persons.
You come, Ajaya!
Come. - Be careful.
Grandpa! How did you lose your eyesight?
That's a big story, dear!
Ajaya!
We have reached the place.
Who is that ? Is it Sudesh?
Yes, grandpa. Did you come for a walk?
Yes. - Shall I take leave?
You have grown up.
Dear, take this. You go now.
Has Vasuni come?
Three people from home has been taken away.
For the reason of one pair of eyes, I was left alone.
Grandpa, how are you able to see?
By walking so much my legs have become my eyes, dear.
Dear Ajaya! Is rain about to come?
The rain has gone, grandpa.
This earth is full of heart beats of life.
Till yesterday this was an image of me.
But today it is not like that. It is the other part of my own life.
There is nothing. No money or profit is required.
The revolution of life.
Ajaya! Are you there with grandpa?
Yes.
Walk carefully, dear. Make it fast.
Here, the most new generation and old generation is going to clash.
Who'll be winning? Let us see. - Ajaya!
Did grandpa and grandson come for a walk?
Yes. Keshava,you seem to be early today.
There are farmers meeting today. I have to go for that.
- Okay, okay. - Shall I leave?
Come.
Let us go by a new route today, grandpa. - For what?
Let us go, grandpa. - I'm totally defeated in front of you.
Dear, you are going by which route? - You come, grandpa.
Dear!
Ajaya! - What is it, grandpa?
Where are you?
I'm here only, grandpa.
Where are you son?
- I'm here. - Where?
- I'm here, grandpa. - Gosh!
- Why are you playing like this? - Grandpa, you come bravely.
Hey!
- Careful. - Dear!
- Careful. - Dear, Ajaya!
Dear! - I'm here, grandpa. You come grandpa.
Gosh!
From tomorrow what is she going to do?
Leave out matter for a minute.
How can innocent like this survive on earth?
On our house side forest there is work.
She can cut grass from there? - There is lots of loose mud in that area.
This breeze doesn't have the full music of violin in it.
May be there is some fault with my nose. - Grandpa!
Dear, give back my stick. It is equal to my eyes.
I'm your eyes now, grandpa. You do as I say.
Listen to me dear. - Walk straight. Walk straight.
Stop there. Grandpa, there is a slight raise on the land.
You lift your leg a bit and walk.
Is it so? - Be careful.
Be careful. Yes, like that.
Good grandpa. - Dear!
You are a grandpa who listens to what I say.
Let us walk now.
Sa, Sha, Sa, Sha,
Hey! Hey!
- I told to cut this. - Okay.
I told to cut only 10 inches. Not 7 inches. Okay?
Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!
I told to cut only 10 inches.
You have cut 7 inches. How will I fit it now?
I did as you said it. Do you understand? Idiot!
He is unnecessarily getting me tensed.
"Happiness, happiness is what is needed always."
What song is this?
"They call it as manners. They call it as manners."
"Anybody can say anything. They call it as manners."
"How else can it be described?"
Give it to me.
Good. We are sure to shine.
Brother! - You continue to cut it.
"They call it as manners." - You continue to work.
Gosh!
How can we call this as civilization, brother?
See the love. It is only this much.
I don't know he is hiding behind which alphabetic letter now?
Sa, Sha... - Poetry can't become song.
It is not enough to just hear poetry. - Take it.
We must take part in that. Totally.
From the starting till end. Poetry is not just an art of heart.
My body is enjoying this poetry now.
Ajayan used to always say this.
Humans and things are like the tip of the mist filled mountain.
The major portion is immersed in sea.
The mist filled mountain which flows through many lands.
Buddy! - Everyone and everything had a major hidden portion.
That is what he thought.
The fishers are having a tough time.
There is nothing to say about fishes.
Now it is so many days. - Vasuetta!
Our Krishnettan is coming from a not so used direction.
He must have gone for some work. - That can be the case.
Grandpa, It is me who is your eyes now. - That is it.
Wait a bit, grandpa. - What is it?
You listen to what I say.
There is a channel in front. - Where?
Yes. - Where is it?
Let us jump. - Dear!
Grandpa, slowly.
Keep your legs slowly.
Grandpa, slowly.
Grandpa!
Dear! What is this, Ajaya?
Are you not ashamed to play with an old man like this?
You said there is channel. What channel?
Children are just playing.
Krishnetta, there is no channel or nothing here.
He needs to be given a good beating.
This is how we won the old generations.
Iyangadian, Sriguru Narayanan.
Veettilpattu Thirupadu. All these people.
We created channels and wells which were not there at all.
Some of them in that stepped on the channel which was not there at all.
Some others must have jumped the place.
Satya! - Yes.
Ajayan is my grandson. - Uhm!
He has the freedom and authority to play with me.
You go. You come, Ajayan.
That is good. - You walk, dear.
Grandpa is getting tired.
With illegal conflict we won the old generations.
They made us win with their generosity.
We learnt that there are many ways to win. Same way to lose.
15*4 = 60 +... - Sa...Sha...Shha...
It is quite sometime since it started. Hey, stop there.
Hey! Hey!
Don't they have any tension? - Why should they have tension?
They are working for daily wages.
They do their work and take wages.
It is we ourselves who are our biggest tensions.
Many people to do one work.
It is hours since one of us has gone absconded.
There is no head or tail to it. - Sa...Sha...
What is this Bhai? See that. - Sorry, buddy.
Why are you blaming them alone?
See this guy here. He has no tension.
What can I do? - You don't get depressed like this.
He'll be back. Only when he comes back, we can do this show.
I have some peace seeing that footage. - Show, show. Show.
Just because we prolong it a bit, nothing is going to happen.
We'll be losing only some leaves.
It is not like that with Ajayan. - Look, Vani.
This show was his wish also. - Vani!
Like the other youngsters in Bangalore..
..we could have also been roaming around happily.
About new, new things, technology and performance..
..we could have also discussed.
It is not that. When one of us disappears like this...
It would be better even if we come to know..
..that something has happened to him.
We are enquiring around. We'll surely get some news today.
It is Stella. - Why did you cut the call? You could have picked it up.
What a time to make love. I can't do that.
Again.
You pick it up and say something.
Listen a bit to what I say. Nothing will happen to brother.
There is nothing to get scared. Didn't I tell you before itself?
No dear. I can't come now. Just now I have joined in this new job.
You are so cute. You Malayalees have a peculiarity in your face.
What is that? - The ladies face in our place is different.
There is scent smell. But you ladies have a face like jasmine flower.
Mother!
Did you check? - It has been done.
In childhood I used to caress mother always like this.
That time I was a part of mother.
A planet which used to rotate around the Sun mother.
Later on slowly I started going away from mother.
Whatever was mother, I tried to become the opposite of that.
When mother became a believer in god I became an atheist.
Mother used to spend money very carefully. I used to splurge.
Whenever mother used to cry, I used to laugh aloud.
I still remember a night with my mother. The depth of poetry.
The day I found that out. - "From the childhood I was always with you."
"I could make out your soft, sympathetic heart."
"I must become a part of you."
What is there to notice this much? Isn't this usual here?
In the year 1914 Guru wrote this for the..
..children in the Sanskrit school.
"You are being searched everywhere."
"We were safe guarded well. You are the one who makes us great."
"You are everything to us Master."
"Like breeze and magic we'll also not be seen by anyone."
"You must enter inside me. You are the creation."
"You became the creator and knew everything."
"You are the one god who could create everything."
Mother! Can god be called as he?
"You are magic, magician and the magical things."
"You are the one who can remove magic and show everything clearly."
"You are everything. You are truth. Knowledge."
"You are the past, present and the future."
I grew up in this night. I became free of god fear.
Grandpa called god as he.
I also started to call like that.
"You are everything. You are truth. Knowledge."
"You are the past, present and the future."
"There is no specific language to talk to you."
"The inside, outside and everything."
"Your presence is of great power. We all praise you."
"God, you make me win. Win."
Brother! - What?
I don't know what you thought of me.
A rich guy's naughty deeds or waste soul. Right?
Nothing like that. - Not only you.
Everyone considers me like that. What to say?
But I am not like that. I wished to learn direction in Kolkata or Pune.
Great. - Planter Kuriachan. When I was doing drama in school..
..I used to go to rehearsal at a distant place.
Who? - Planter Kuriachan.
During school time, my class was filled with spies.
Why? Not to go to drama or film industry.
In all cine theatres, there will be spies following me.
By all means, he will make sure that I won't near theatres.
Who? - Planter Kuriachan.
Ok. Ok.
Hello! Who is this Planter Kuriachan?
My dad. Why?
Hello! Tell me.
You do it. I am on the way. Go. Go.
People are gathered in club. Go there, Ajayan!
Don't see. - See. Portray like this.
Listen. See. Let's confirm your combination. Ready.
Right. Let's see. - Ok.
The entire world calls you.
- Grass and flower calls you.
Grass and flower calls you. - Trees and birds call you.
Trees and birds call you. - Medicine and poison calls you.
Medicine and poison calls you. - All humans call you.
All humans call you. - I listened to that call.
I listened to that call.
I don't have place to go.
Why are you telling me like this then? - Dialogue.
Not you. I am in search of you in you.
I know my decisions will hurt you.
It will hurt you deeply. It also hurts me deeply. Deeply.
But there is no option other than leaving you.
What mistake did I commit now?
If we knew right and wrong before, we would have been a saint then.
Ok. Ok.
Unni Brother! Am I late? - Thank you!
What was Sri Narayana guru wife's name?
What a question? - Don't ask simply.
What I asked earlier was a serious matter.
Read Sri Narayana guru's episode once again.
Then only, you will get the result.
See the next scene. - Ok.
Come. - His role.
It's been a century after that wedding.
The names of females vanish fast from history.
Listen. No need of your namboodhiri act. Let's see.
Not in any literature. Every person has got his rights.
Not in literature and epics. That is the case.
Then why did Narayana guru placed Siva statue against all this?
Why did he do this? - I placed my Siva.
It must be made simpler. If there is no depth, then no interest.
This has become a laughing factor for our kids.
Joyce Brother! My role. - You first learn..
.. the difference between Sha and Sa.
He is the God for all innocent hearts. Light of God.
Drama is the creativity of direction.
I didn't split up the God into many forms.
For Brahmins, one God. For other caste, one God.
For females, one God. All blind will see.
All deaf people will hear. All dumbs will speak.
A time will come for creating a God for all of them.
God of love. God of all. This is the start for that.
All can come. You can also come.
Before that, just body cleanliness is not enough.
Even the soul cleanliness is mandatory.
Will it get over today? You have been pasting them for three days.
Finish this one. After this, you need to paste drama posters.
If you had paid attention like this, you would have become a writer.
You leave the workers at least. Don't you have other work?
Simply wasting the time. - Ajaya! Please write it.
He became tired by drawing. You help him.
I will smoke and come. - You go.
I am tired of saying. If he repeats like this, that's it.
Ajaya! Do it fast. Today itself, we have to paste them.
Then only we have to paste the drama posters.
It's too much. Where did you go during rehearsal?
It is not right. - I will finish the rehearsal and come.
I won't accept this. You?
My generation learnt to write poster.
And also to paste the poster.
I was learning history through it.
Till then, history remained in just books and happenings.
The defeats and attaining kingdoms of kings.
Like Sivaraman and Joy Brother.
They created history out of their life. I understood it.
How did we defeat that generation?
The history lizard created the cockroach-like humans.
We realized that fire of speech.
Suni! What are you showing?
Hey! We are not presenting it as creating a statue.
We present it as a turning point in Kerala history.
This is not the original showcase. It's original like one.
One installation. Understand that and do.
Krishnan brother came. - Repeat once again.
Observation is the life of this drama. Remember that.
Ok. - Joy! Sit.
Start. - Smile lightly.
Let's start.
Don't forget one thing. In that wall, without any caste and creed.
Based on equality, this play is preceded.
You must write in that wall. - He started.
This is the first important political poem.
Everyone dies. Everything dies. Only poetry remains.
Earthly rules are not like literature rules.
"That's how; I got freed from the clutches of urbanization".
"That's how, I got freed from the clutches of urbanization".
"Now also with this cat and with that crow".
"I am asking welfare as 'meow' with cat and 'kaka' with crow".
"I am asking welfare to them".
"With flowers in sweet smell language, I am asking welfare"
"The sand's silent language, I am hearing".
"With the sound of heavy sea tides, my heart beats".
Our God died but still God is alive for my mother.
My mother called God for others.
Once for my father and grandfather.
Now to resurrect me back to life.
How did you come here? Who informed you, Mom?
My friends are still searching in dark.
But you reached here in spite of having no mobile phone.
For the fruit of son. For the statue of son.
Hey! Where are you paying attention?
Did you understand about which acid are we discussing?
- Sulphuric acid. - What?
Sulphuric acid.
Tell me Sachin's century.
Sachin's century.
Civilization. - Civilization.
Microsoft. - Microsoft.
Medical shop.
Silence.
USA. - USA.
Come on. Don't worry.
Hey! - USA!
Don't bother.
If you consult a psychiatrist, this problem will be solved.
I will suggest a person. Doctor Roy.
He has solved the issues like this.
Doctor Varkey called me. He told me to consult a psychiatrist.
For the first time I realized that pronouncing words wrongly..
..is a psychological problem.
Inqulab Zindabad! - Inqulab Zindabad!
Principal must do justice. - Principal must do justice.
To edit college magazine... - To edit college magazine...
Who are you principal? - Who are you principal?
Inqulab Zindabad! - Inqulab Zindabad!
Principal must do justice. - Principal must do justice.
To edit college magazine... - To edit college magazine...
This Ajayan whom you are seeing was..
..a little bit more non believer and naturalist.
His stage was not so lonely or his speeches were not so revolutionary.
When superstition and unlawful act was still prevailing..
..a new mode of prayer was very much needed.
In future we might feel that is also not needed.
The time has come when we need to build everything newly.
In the path of god we can start a new mode of...
If only you could talk clearly, you could have shown him what speech is.
Truth, virtue, pity. Then peace prevailed there.
After keeping the lamp the wick was lighted.
After this we don't need gods. - Don't we need god?
Educational institutions are enough.
The question is not whether god is there or not.
Rather than to argue about that, it is better...
To understand that god is an imagination created by us.
Is god an imagination created by us?
I devoted a major portion of my life for this.
To study more and more deeply about god... - Stop it.
What nonsense drama is this?
To bring humans more and more close to god.
What happened? - Stop this at once. - What is the problem?
Stop it. Stop everything. - More and more I'm trying to learn about it.
We won't allow you to continue this. - Throw stones.
Make them stop it. - What kind of a nonsense play is this?
Stop it at once. - Their idiotic drama. - Let us leave.
Allow them to continue the drama.
You need not say anything. In the name of drama, they are..
..preaching us to be atheists and revolutionary.
We won't allow all this nonsense here. - Get lost.
You remain controlled. We'll kill them all.
Then you show what you can do. - What is all this?
We'll attend you later on. - Come on. Let us leave.
Leave it. You come with us. - Don't create problems.
We also have hands. We can also tackle them.
Come on. We'll teach them a lesson.
Did ant harm take place to our guys?
Did anything happen?
He got hit. - Gosh! It is paining.
I know who did that. Joetta, tonight itself we must take revenge for this.
We'll find a solution. You remain calm.
You have started your peaceful act. Idiot!
Do you have pain? Let me see.
It is this old man who should b hit first.
- Can't you remain quiet? - Leave him.
This poor old man is blind.
Then it'll be easy.
Why did you come? Did you forget your route and came here?
A blind person has got no difference between day and night, my dear.
Come on. Let us go.
My dear audience!
Tomorrow night, in this same ground we'll again conduct..
..the same play "When we rewrite the God"
Communal polarization must be faced with peace.
Now we are totally convinced about it.
Show me the scan.
It looks like cerebral contusion.
But we have to control it.
Need more observations. Okay?
Definitely. - Doctor!
It is a symphony of heart beats.
That is what you are seeing now.
It is perfect than any Beethoven.
More accurate than any Mozaq.
We have never tried to listen to anybody's heart beat when alive.
But we will keep hearing our own heart beats.
Doctor, my problem...
Sa, Sha, Shha.
Sachin's century.
You get confused between Sa, Sha and Shha.
- Isn't it? - Yes.
What is there in that? In your language it is like that only.
Each person has got different features.
Each language is like that.
Do we feel awkward in the name of facial features?
Before we even desire how our nose and eyes should be..
..we get our eyes and nose. We accept that.
Same way language is also like that only.
Doctor, the name of the girl whom I'm going to marry is...
If it is like this?
Call her as Santhi.
If the name of your son is Santhosh, call as Shanthosh.
Can we say as USA? Will I get job if I say Microsoft?
Doctor!
Nothing can be said. In between he is showing improvement.
Is there no one else with you? Are you alone? - No.
Ajayan's father died long back. My father also.
If I had not got this Malayali doctor here..
..I would have also become alone.
Doctor, my son? - See, we are trying our maximum.
The treatment here is excellent.
All modern equipments are available here.
You also remain hopeful. That is what life is. Okay? - Uhm!
Be hopeful. Isn't that what life is?
"From where did you come to this place?"
"From where did your mother find you?"
"With love when you ask her.."
"..with smile tears will come from mother's eyes."
Mother, what is the use of your gods?
In my class there are two people who are blind.
Why did god make them blind?
Isn't there one blind person in this house also?
I forgot that.
God belong to the people. He'll also forget.
But that forgetfulness is creating tragedies.
When you were 5 years old, your father died.
Even after that I was not alone. Never at all.
It is that feeling which is my god.
You come and eat something.
This well was mother's rescue. She used to see inside this..
..and talk to dead father. Usually they were all my matters.
About my exam marks which used to increase and decrease.
My Sa, Sha and Shha problems.
Father was a water animal. He used to hear everything and smile.
In each autobiography how less is written about himself.
In my story also it is like that only.
This is the story of water and violin.
The story of laughter and cry. Thoughts you flow. You flow nicely.
Not only through me but also through all living things.
By loving, criticizing, and opposing there are people around us.
It is you who has to complete my story.
Else like a dilapidated picture I'll get erased.
It is your opinions..
..which should bring me out without even my knowledge.
Why are you not saying anything?
You don't pick up the phone when called.
Where does a man like you come from?
What do you expect us to do here?
I don't understand anything that you are saying.
One guy is in hospital. Two days are over now.
You don't know where he is now. You call yourself a friend. Friend.
Let him come. Then we can start the drama and act.
But you are not ready for that. You are a cheat and a liar.
Stella! - Walk carefully. - Listen to me.
Don't make me say anything. - Please! Please!
His soft talk. - What is going to happen to their life?
They were in real love. - Is this what is love?
Is love a bug which doesn't give a minute of peace?
My dear Vani!
In this sea of reactions, this letter is a try to create a small secrecy.
I know nothing about you personally.
Same way you also don't know about me.
Other than handicap and similarity..
..it is something else which is connecting me to you.
I have read your notes in the blogs.
I have only that one knowledge about you.
I want to write to you about my life summary.
You can either accept it or throw it away.
But don't display it to the outside world.
I keep only that one condition to you.
Who was I to Ajayan? Through Ajayan what did I bonded with me?
If there had not been too many people's presence..
..I was an empty vessel.
Ajayan made me weightless. With continuous conversation..
..we chatted for whole night.
More than the people with me, Ajayan was with me.
Some relationships can never be explained.
Friendship, love.
Like that there are only some words in our hands.
Ajayan went ahead of that.
If there had not been mirrors..
..could we have doubled up, Ajayan?
If there had not been stars..
..would our heart have gone to such heights, Vani?
Each stars are the borders which we crossed.
To control our bodies was thought to us by mirrors.
Vani, make me a mirror.
Everything on this earth will become a mirror once.
The inside will get eroded again and again and become flat.
For a faded heart how long will it take to become a mirror?
The things on this earth will always remain a piece of attraction.
Technology has failed to find that out even now.
In my childhood days there were only very less things in my house.
Why? Wasn't there kitchen in Ajayan's house?
A new place was born ahead of literature world.
It's a new place of invention. There arise some values.
There arise some human relations.
I am not the person to describe that.
But we can consider this place as human innovations.
These blog writings seem to be helpful for us. Really.
I welcome Shri. Hiren to receive the book.
This writing is not a great deal nowadays.
There is no difference between sense and nonsense.
I will still write.
You write. - You read if you want.
I have a doubt. I feel these books remain eternal forever.
The next book will be released on Shakespeare's poetry.
It's based on the year 1900 book.
Now that book is several years old.
This book is still eternal in many libraries.
They are immortal.
Hi! - I know your move through blog.
I also write these blogs. - Let's meet later. - Bye!
I am taking leave. - We can justify it in any way.
On the basis of this organization.
On the basis of present. On the basis of the viewers.
But here, this book is written apart from regular guidelines.
Why these poetries were printed in book in this way?
They were already published in cyberspace. - Bye!
Ok. Bye! - Bye! - This is a question to be rethought.
People want to carry out different mode to write poems.
That's why, this book was released on that basis.
What, Ajayan? Are you going to fly? - I am going to fly.
From this urbanized city, from this monotonous work.
From this non accidental life. - Don't fly high. - Why?
Are you jealous? - If you fly high, you will reach the sun.
We will not get even your single hair.
If we get your nail at least, we must construct a temple with it.
We will carry out a procession with elephants every year.
Enough. Enough. Stop your imagination.
But there is a problem in this flight. - What is it?
It's hard to fly alone. You cannot hold my hands while flying.
Yes. We need not fly. We will just walk in these streets.
We will just walk.
Drink. Tea and coffee were discovered.
The reason is to ease the communication.
In the case of men, it's like this.
Tea, coffee and drinks are meant to reopen the heart.
I don't know about the ladies.
Are you giving coffee and tea just to keep the ladies silent?
In my young age, it was hard to keep my mouth shut.
I used to ask numerous questions and keep others puzzled.
Then slowly, I became silent. - Why?
Sha Shha Sa. - What?
I am not able to pronounce Sha and Sa properly.
That's how, I got silent.
But now,you seem to be clear with it.
That's a miracle. It vanished by itself.
When I mingled with more people, it got corrected.
Hidden fighter. You are sleeping in a fake manner.
I will come now.
Hence, that got over.
Stamping cycle wire everywhere.
Which book do you want? - What all, it's there?
Roborto Bolano, Edwardo Galiano, Oran Palmo.
Then Octovio Pas.
Is there death role?
What?
Death role. Written by Kanny Pierre.
It was published by Kunnakulam Panchang press.
I am not joking. Haven't you read it before? You must read.
When the death nears, there occur lot of changes.
This book describes about those changes.
Come and get. Come and get. Come and get.
For instance, when the death nears, one sees the unseen.
Grandpa, Joyce Brother. See they are going there.
See. See.
Where? They move blindly.
5Rs. 5Rs.
Vani!
My death is nearing me.
Hey! What?
What's the matter? Leave that.
Come with me. Look here. He wrote that poem about me.
I will make it great. You see. Come.
"Action. While stamping, cycle chain loosen in between".
"While raising the volume, radio stations fluctuate in between".
"While stamping, cycle chain loosen in between".
"While raising the volume, radio stations fluctuate in between".
"Everything changed, songs also changed in between".
"Mixie's parts were undergoing a change in between".
"Still this fool got a mobile phone as a gift; as a gift".
"Even the people were changing their moods in between".
"Even the people were changing their moods in between". - Stop. Stop this.
Stop this. - What Vani? What happened?
I decided to go to Ajayan's house.
I am going to Ajayan's house. Reserve a ticket for me.
Can't you go after completing this show?
No. You don't know what's going on in my mind.
I want to see his mother. - If you go, what about this show?
For me.
Cool down, Vani! Nothing will happen to him.
We are enquiring. - Enquiry. Our enquiry is not in this earth.
It's in sky. Seeing from above, every human has same face.
I don't need that.
I need Ajayan. I need only him.
Are you in ICU?
- Who are you? - You didn't get me.
Have you seen me anywhere?
Leave that.
Think that I am died Malayali.
Even if I die, I can speak Malayalam.
It's a proud feeling.
Do you know the difference between house fly and fire bug?
You relate it with light. But for this Kumaran, it's not like that.
House fly live in light. They just need to fly.
Fire bug is in dark. It will light by burning. It can live with it.
You just saw the smoke of Kumaran's fire.
You didn't see his feel.
Hey!
You.
- Who are you? - I told you earlier.
I am a malayali who died earlier.
I didn't receive my death certificate till now.
That doctor has not certified my death till now.
So, my family have not received any benefits yet.
You? - Yes. Last month, I died due to spurious liquor accident.
Doctor saved all those big shots.
So, my family haven't received any benefits yet.
Have you died for sure? - To set right all family matters.
I resurrected from my deathbed. That is correct.
- Your name? - Kumaran.
Did you recognize me?
Kumarettan. Drama writer Kumarettan.
I didn't spoil the drama. But I reacted as I felt.
Near my house, school, working place.
I was there everywhere with you. But you didn't see me.
None see me. But I also lived. A lonely life.
I didn't live in other place except this land. Here.
Dosa. Doshham.
Sashasa. Sashasa.
Sasasha. Sashasa. Sa.
Kids must know one important thing.
If you leave school by 4, you must leave the studies in class itself.
I am not able to spell alphabets properly.
Alphabets can't solve any issue.
That's why, these plants remained silent.
Crows can give only 'kaka' sound. Still they live.
Hens give only 'koko' sound. What's the use then?
If the relatives visit the house, they are bound to die.
Fishes are the most precious species.
They don't speak. Since they are silent, they don't fear.
They don't have pain. There is no difference between life and death.
Who taught you all this? - I learnt from this land and water.
I learnt by climbing the tree. This hand fried many fishes.
Still, fishes love me a lot. If they see me, they will rise from sea.
Are you a gardener? - Today, I am a gardener.
Yesterday, I was a fisherman.
Day before yesterday, I was a tree climber.
That means, you don't have a permanent job. - No. You go.
Permanent job? That's vulgar.
What?
I am not able to pronounce the letters properly.
I am not able to stop drinking. That's why, she brought me here.
If you are not able to pronounce..
..why did you come here to meet this doctor?
That's a psychological related problem.
From when it was considered like that?
My father was dumb. Was he psychiatric?
I am a butcher. I will chop two goats in a week.
While killing one, the other will be standing nearby.
Quietly eating the grass. I will ask many times.
Can't you understand? Then why is it not running?
Why is it not crying? What to do?
Not even a single goat ran away before chopping.
Goat does not have understanding skill but man has.
Do you think man will run in that condition?
But during the last cyclone, the goats ran away before chopping.
But I didn't have that instinct of predicting oncoming cyclone.
Due to cyclone, there was heavy damage.
So, the goats can understand things. - That. That.
Nothing. Goats can understand things.
They have that prediction skill. But they can't predict human deeds.
They know only about themselves.
Ajayan! - It's me.
Come.
Dear friends!
On this day, this play is based on fraud people.
Again, it will start now. This is one episode.
People might accept or deny this.
But artistic views shouldn't be denied simply.
We are starting this show with your cooperation.
Shifting the God. - "Caste and creed and religious views".
"No differences should be there among people".
"We should live with brotherhood".
"We must remain as a role model".
"Caste and creed and religious views".
"No differences should be there among people".
"We should live with brotherhood".
"We must remain as a role model".
We are same. You are the deer. - You are the deer.
You are the snake and birds. - You are the snake and birds.
But I am forced to go. - But I am forced to go.
A hermit should free himself from all family clutches.
You must forgive me.
What mistake did I commit?
If you had known right and wrong.
You would have become a saint.
Hereafter, we won't see.
If at all we see.
We will interact as strangers without any family attachment.
You are saying so easily.
To step on the fire of life.
How could you say like this? - This is a lonely journey.
This is a lonely journey.
We can't predict the destination.
You can't accompany me in this journey.
Shall I ask you something? Is it inward realization?
Stop your play. - O Hermit! - Who is this?
What is the difference if you wear silk or saffron?
You don't feel bad to leave your wife. You come. Get up.
What is this? - What happened to Kumaran?
This is unnecessary problem.
- Why did he stop the play? - What drama is this?
The play got stopped.
Let us also go then. - Come. Let's go.
Going there, if you find facility to stay..
..then you accompany your parents.
Do you think father will come?
There might be fight.
He will have holy words to say.
But there is no other option.
Who knows about his insight?
Kumaran and his wife are going.
No. No. While going, don't cry like this.
I am not leaving you and go once for all.
Where are you going? - What to say?
I am going to Bangalore for a construction work.
Five months not more than a year.
For that only, she is crying.
Please tell her. I won't leave her like your hermit.
Kumarettan still remembers that play.
This Kumarettan has a good memory.
My childhood memories never vanish.
The rain, sunshine, hunger. I experienced everything.
This body. This physical experiences increase our memory.
Kumarettan is going to station only. So, get inside.
Get inside. - Hold her.
I take leave.
Instead of shuttling like this, can't you settle down in one place?
What to do? Kumaran is like a bird.
I will fly in the direction of weather like immigrants.
Where are you going? - I got a job. In a foreigner's firm.
You also got your wings. Now you can also fly.
Not small migrations like me. You must make distant migrations.
Crossing the seas,crossing the mountains.
Should I migrate that distant? - You must migrate.
This mother has worked for it. - Ajayan got a friend in Bangalore.
After going there and leading a life for some time..
..you will get new well-wishers.
From the train journey, he has got a companion.
He will have place to stay there.
I have only worker ticket.
Anyway, same vehicle.
Yes. Same vehicle. One will lie down and one will stand.
That's how; I also came for construction work.
Village memories got buried in my mind.
My daughter was brought up by the sunlight and rain.
My wife was looked after by good spirits.
For you, road was the city.
Don't vomit here.
Go that side. - This is India.
These drinks.
This is the common factor for all Indians.
You will die.
Don't drink. I say don't drink.
Yes. Yes. Yes. I know. - Come. Come.
Look, Officer! All are workers only.
There are none to look after them.
- Our responsibility got increased. - That's your issue.
Don't worry. They are just workers.
There are none to look after them.
What is the use of you being alive in this world, Afsal?
Come on. Quick. Quick.
Here. Here. Here. Here.
Go.
Nonsense. How much ever I drink, I get down here only.
Even not a single time, I miss the destination point. Nonsense.
My life got buried in sand.
It was swimming with fishes.
As per the language of trees, I knew to worry.
But my language was never known to other people.
That's how I died. I went a long distance.
From the crow with whom I flied along with.
From the fishes with whom I swimmed along with.
I reached this hospital bed.
In this occupied room.
In the midst of all these equipments, I didn't know.
The fight between life and death remained sophisticated.
The sky remains dark.
I remain in the midst of smoke.
Yes. Else, I am lying down in the verge of death.
I am looking upon death like a mango in tree.
You transformed the essence of death, Doctor!
It's not simply that you are looking down while walking in corridor.
The patients who died due to you might resurrect and face you.
Isn't it, Doctor?
So sad.
Kumaretta! - What?
Will I die?
Let it be there. Let's go to meet your friends.
It's high time. They are searching you in front of computers.
See there.
They didn't notice this hospital. It won't.
Come. Let's go.
Why there?
To spoil the play.
"At the age of three, I died."
"I didn't die myself."
"Father killed me."
"Mother killed my sister".
"Father killed me."
"Mother killed my sister".
"Father killed me."
"Mother killed my sister".
"Then, did they die?"
"Keralam! Why did you transform my murder into suicide?"
"Why did you transform my murder into suicide?"
"You will bring up a cat without father".
"If I remain, what will you do?"
"Keralam! Why did you transform my murder into suicide?"
"Why did you transform my murder into suicide?"
"If I remain, what will you do?"
"Keralam!"
"Keralam! Why did you transform my murder into suicide?"
"Why did you transform my murder into suicide?"